Confession ?

Assalamualaikum peeps !

its raining ! calm and comform and yang penting best utk tid0 ! teeetttt~

confession.

aku scroll my FB wall and rasa mcm aku post something jiwang.

eh, ye ke?

rasa mcm x ! tapi rasa mcm ya !

one of friends said that i am in love ?

am i ? 

AM I ?

Haha. everyday i am in love.

with my life, my family and my friends.

normal lah kan, orang lain pun mcm tu. and i love my family so much. nothing can replace them.

words cant describe how much i love them.

but somehow, i do make mistakes and i regrets. 

and after all i promise my self that i will do better in my life .

for my family.

number one for me! Maher Zain ~~

tetiba,

siapa yang tak pernah sukakan orang lain.

selain family and friends .

i am love someone.

lepas ni, semester 3 and aku busy. 

nak bercerita. 

jadi.

aku story sekarang !

i love someone that not perfect.

but he can make me feel perfect.

i not matured enough to talk about love.

yes, i am not talking about love.

everyday, i learn about love.

and i feel love arounds me.

from my family and friends especially.

but,

i am feel those feeling to someone .

we never know each other before.

he can sing very well.

he is garang and tegas.

he is matured and can think wisely.

he cute.

cute enough for me.

he is matured than his age.

yes, he can make me smile.

he can make me sad.

normal ! 

but

apa yang dah lepas, lepas.

jadikan pengajaran.

and

dia byk ajarkan dan betulkan bnd yang salah.

aku ikut emosi, dia tak.

aku suka merajuk, dia tak.

aku sensitip, dia kadang-kadang.

aku suka mesej and dia tak.

tapi dia selalu cakap suka mesej aku !

tadaaaa, happy part !

hehe.

aku rasa aku dah byk mengada !

yes, i am not matured enough . 

thank you.

sometimes, aku rasa aku tak layak sukakan sumone.

tapi

itu lah adat.

aku sukakan sumone.

aku sukakan dia.

can i ?

aku harap, 

know someone.

love someone.

get married.

tapi !

ikut masa yang sesuai.

Allah jugak dah tentukan apa yang terbaek untuk kita.

kita hanya merancang, Allah yang tentukan.

insyaAllah.

yes.

aku belajar nak jadi matang everyday.

aku ada komitmen tinggi in my studies.

aku akan buat yang terbaek.

yang penting, kegagalan bukan sebuah pengakhiran.

untuk family. i'll do everything. :)

tomorrow, next day, day by day and all the day i've been going through,

i will be smile eventhouh it is hurts !

i promise my self. and for you to0 !

S.M.I.L.E . :D

last but not least,

Yes.

i love you, A.

sincerely, ME.

Tiba-tiba . . .

Assalamualaikum everyperson int his world. Ceh, bajet hot je ! >.<’ macam happening gila pembukak bicara aku hari ni. Padahai, dayyyuumm ! aku rasa nerve aku terketaq-ketaq sekarang nie sampaikan nk kasi tajuk update kali nie pun, MasyaAllah, takot !

Kejadian boleh berlaku bila-bila masa dan di mana jua dengan sekelip mata. Tengah syok-syok pun lagi la sumthing can happen, bezanya teruk and tak teruk. Ini berlaku kat aku petang tadi. Yes, I was a bit happy pergi kenduri kawen one of my friend berumur 20 tahun. Yes, she’s 20 and married ok. Alhamdullillah, selamat menjadi isteri org and aku harapkan perkahwinan dia berkenalan hingga ke akhir hayat. Amin.

Now, back to my story ! after wedding tu, aku ngan my sissy, balik dulu since my mom nak tunggu kat umah pengantin. Kan ? aku and kak aku mmg dah masuk keta and berhajat nk round2 dulu sbb keta ada aircond and aku nie dh mcm mandi ! peluh gila and hangat sangat. So, we decided nak jalan-jalan. Tapi, kmi salah masuk simpang, yang depan sana kenduri. Omaigad ! kami bukan nak pegy kenduri tu pun,juz nak lalu amik angin la katakan. Then, terpaksa reverse back and I am the co-pilot and my sis yg drive. Then, Baaaaaaannnggggg ! Astaghfirullahhala’zim ! we hit sumone car babe ! aku nie dah cuak gila2 and rasa nak nangis ja time tu. Kak aku lg la nk nangis. Aku try cool down. We doesn’t noe who belongs that car sbb myb pemiliknya makan kenduri. So, neighbours kuar and yeah, aku kenal siapa yang nmpak that accident tu. Huhu. Masa tu dah tak sempat nak rasa malu. Mahu ja aku nangis melutut agar time can turn back and we doesn’t hit that car. Kancil car. !

Then, we turn back and parked our car, not ‘our car’ but my dad’s car beside the shop and inhale and exhale oxygen before we can think deeply. Aku tak tau nak wat apa seriously and aku ingt mak aku ada kat kenduri tadi, then, aku pegy panggil mak aku yang tgh syok dukung baby cumel. Aaaaahhh, dah tak sempat nak cuit2 pipi montel baby tu lg lah ! huhu. 

Then, aku pegy kat kak aku dgn mak aku and aku nmpak summone yg jaga kenduri lagi satu tu take my sis’s num fone and myb nak bg kat pemilik kancil tu lah. Myb. Until now, tadak lagi org kol. Huhu. And im hoping that pemilik kancil wont asked for a lot of money sbb keta dia kemek jugak la. And tak tau berapa utk pulihkan kemek tu. Huhu. Sobs3 ~

And, we terus patah balik and mak aku pun turus cancel rancangan nak tunggu kat rumah kenduri. Kami semua chiiaaauuuu ~ then, we had another problem . my Dad ! yes, aku,kak and mak bersedia mental utk dengar what my dad will says. And yup, terrible ! aku pun dengar and aku janji kat diri aku, selagi aku tak dak keta sendiri aku tak kan pandu keta org including my dad’s car. ! yeap ! keta laki aku tak pa. eceeeeyyy~ pang stg !

Aku akan bagi my sis money,if that kancil’s owner need money to repair his/her car. Yeap ! but my sis has to pay back. Haha. :D and, aku tak sangka pun benda nie boleh jadi. Apa yg boleh ckp, is sebagai dugaan masa depan and kepada aku jugak untuk hati-hati. 

That’s all. Aik, macam terlebih panjang pulak update aku hari nie. To all juniors yang masuk UiTM, welcome and selamat menjadi student yer ! hehe. All da best ! 

Take care and Assalamualaikum . :)

Friday And Reception. :)

Assalamualaikum everylovelyperson ~ tadaaaa, entry lagi. sigh -.-' nie semua pasal pendaftaran KOKO utk sem 3. penat tahu ! nak pikir masuk apa, contact sana sini, topup 10 hengget demi nk tweet melaui fon nk pilih KOKO apa, tp last-last tak leh ubah. kena amik jugak KOKO yg amik sem lepas. sedey tahu ! kalau tahu awai-awai, dah lama pilih lain. ceh, mengade ! -.-'

btw, i take Management For Family Instituition. See ? I am well prepared to be 'Sumone' Wife ! hahaha. *paaanngggg lelaju agar sedar diri tak cukup matang ! btw, sebenarnya, tadak story sgt nk cerita. it is because i am bored and i am thinking bout that KOKO thing and it make me feel......, penat ! tp, dah settle pun. :)

today is Friday, my sista ada kat umah. so, jadik kebiasaan menshopping tp haruslah ada abah jugak. Hehe. kami semua pegi tesco seberang jaya untuk shopping a few thing sbb akak i nie nak masak Lasagna ! okay, Lasagna ! masak okeh. masak ! aku bukan nak ckp dia tak reti masak, tp Lasagna dia sedap....jugak. setengah jugak lah aku bedal. muehehehe~  thanks kpd my sissy sbb aku jugak tolong dia. Tolong tido and makan ! haha. teeeettttt~ :P

tomorrow, ada kenduri my friends, she's 20 and married. see? kalau aku mst bebai tak nak kawen muda. Alhamdullillah, jodoh dia dah sampai. Jodoh aku on the way. InsyaAllah. :) esk reception bagi belah pengantin perempuan. aku macam ada perasaan gumbira sbb she;s my friend yang aku agak kenal rapat. Her dad and my dad are friend. tapi, tak tau nak pakai baju kaler apa. And tak tahu tema apa. huhu. help me. 

rasa nak kawen ? of coz i do feel that way. i am a women-to-be ok. jadi haruslah aku ada keinginan nak kawen. ustaz aku cakap, kawen tu sunnah Rasullullah. :) hehe. pandai kan aku ? ciss, mengade lagi. and aku rindu kawan-kawan aku. this is gonna be last week to be with family, my bed, and my my my ... lagi. huhu. sedih nie. 2 bulan menghadap rumah nie. then, kena pegy berjuang. InsyaAllah, i'll do my best in this third semester. chaiyok! chaiyok ! :D pray for me okay . :)

thats all . thank u for reading :)

salam. TC !

comel macam saya ! :P